Elders and Governing Body

According to Jehovah’s Witnesses, I Don’t Just Have Gangrene, I Am Gangrene

If you’ve recently eaten or have a weak stomach, please stop reading here; I’m about to describe gangrene.

Gangrene is a condition that occurs when body tissue dies, typically due to loss of blood circulation. Blood constantly delivers nutrients, as well as oxygen, to all cells of the body inside and out, so without a constant supply of blood, cells that make up the tissue of the body die off, or they cannot fight infection and, in turn, are damaged beyond repair.

Dry gangrene usually affects the hands and the feet; the tissue becomes bluish, then black, and falls away. Wet gangrene involves an infection, and includes the formation of pus. Some types of gangrene can cause gasses to develop and then travel inside the body, and which carry toxins and poisons with them. These gasses can be fatal if not treated quickly.

Look, I warned you it was going to be unpleasant. As nasty as the condition sounds, according to Jehovah’s Witnesses, now that I’ve left the religion and dare to speak out against it, I am “gangrenous.” Toxic, gassy, and fatal is basically how they see me.

Nice, huh?


Capture gangrene

Empty is One Thing, But Toxic and Gassy?

The quote above is from the April 15, 2013, Watchtower, which referred to “apostates” and their “gangrenous, empty speeches.” Apostates, according to Jehovah’s Witnesses, are those who have left the religion, and it’s a term that is most often used for those who speak out against it; people like me would be considered a full-blown apostate.

The term is used in a derogatory manner, even though the word itself simply refers to someone who “forsakes his religion, cause, or party.” According to that definition, Jesus was an apostate, as were all the Jews who converted to Christianity after his death, and everyone who leaves another religion to become one of Jehovah’s Witnesses.

That term aside, it’s the words “gangrenous” and “empty” that I find particularly noteworthy. I don’t mind saying that websites like mine are anything but empty; on this site I try to concentrate on the most horrific of practices and policies, as well as behavior, that is part of the religion of Jehovah’s Witnesses. I see nothing “empty” about pointing out how they put pedophiles in positions of authority (this post), shun rape victims for “fornication” based on their own vague “discernment” of her claim of rape (this post and this post), and encourage women to stay with violent, abusive husbands (this post).

I’m not here to just “whine” about how being raised as a JW meant no birthday parties; I’m talking about children being raped and then ignored, with their rapist being virtually allowed to continue their crime unabated, women being beaten in their own homes and then lectured about how they’re the ones at fault, and rape victims being made to relive their ordeal in minute detail in front of a panel of judgmental men.


From the September 15, 2012 Watchtower. What Jehovah’s Witnesses think will soon happen to anyone who is not a JW.

Gangrenous is the especially slanderous word that should be considered. The very legitimate questions raised by anyone and everyone who knows this religion inside and out is not “unhealthy” and “fatal”; to the contrary, it’s very healthy to ask questions, challenge abusive doctrine and teaching, and expect answers from those in authority.

It’s not toxic to look at policies that are so abusive, and which are often not even based on the bible in the first place. It doesn’t spread any type of “poison” to encourage others to simply start thinking for themselves and not blindly accept the word of mere men, especially men who have shown to be failures when it comes to bible understanding, prophecies and predictions.

I understand what Jehovah’s Witnesses are saying; to them, anyone who doesn’t believe the way they do is going to die a horrible, fiery death at Armageddon.

However, as I’ve brought out in other posts, this is their interpretation of the bible, and their choice to believe this way. Rather than examining their own beliefs and teachings, and seeing the damage it does to people to hold them captive to this fear, they instead say that anyone who teaches something different, or who criticizes them in any way, is dangerous and downright deadly.

Who Really is Spreading Toxins and Killing People?

As I bring out in this post, Jehovah’s Witnesses have also referred to “apostates” as being “mentally diseased.” I took personal exception to that, not just because it’s insulting, but because JWs are really the ones spreading toxins.

You can browse this website and many like it and read how they hide pedophiles and allow them to have positions of authority in the congregation, encourage women to stay with abusive men, shun families and rape victims, teach their members to see others as nasty pest that should be exterminated, and say outlandish things about sexuality. These teachings spread a horrific poison of self-righteousness that borders on hatred of others, which creates fractured families, and re-victimizes those who have been raped and abused.

It’s not “diseased” to reveal these things, while the truth about the religion is what’s “toxic,” at least as far as I can see. Their teachings trap abuse victims and often result in anxiety, depression, panic, and even suicide. I spread information; they spread hate. You tell me which one of us is the real “gangrene.”

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  1. I use to go to meetings when I was younger, though in my early teenage years I’ve decided to become an agnostic because I wanted to choose my belief; I was going to become a catholic at first but then switched to the thought of being a christian. I never decided though as I knew this wasn’t a toy, it’s a serious lifestyle change that I need to consider.

    Instead of my mother allowing me to freely make this decision to change my religion of my own personal belief at 15 years of age, she forced me to continue the meetings with her. Even when I protested and stated my belief is different, it would only enrage her and make her have more drive to push me into the kingdom hall.

    She always used Armageddon as a way to try and keep me in line. She has stated repeatedily I will die with the world, whether I like it or not is irrelevent; I will die by god’s hand. This scared the crap out of me and it actually worked. She also kept me isolated from public schools and even colleges until recently, but I think she may have realized she done a boo-boo and is now trying to get me to back-peddle and bottle out of going to college. But it was was like walking through boiling water when I brought the topic of going to college, she always said I would never make it and I wouldn’t be able to deal in college, because in primary school i was bullied.

    That may be her intention at first, but I now realize her main intention all along from then-on must’ve been connected to her religion. I have alot of personal experience with Jehovah Witnesses and I have even been told by one guy in the congregation, “Armageddon will come, whether you like it or not, it will come and you will die.” he literally said that to my face infront of my mum, she didn’t bat an eyelid. But you know what they successfully done? Paralyzed me, caused me to have the “battered person syndrome” as they call it.

    I have no doubt I was emotionally abused when I was younger, and controlled hard by my mother. Whether it was due to my mother’s poor upbringing or her religion, I’m not sure. I do know however, god and jesus isn’t about murdering people who do not choose to follow Christianity. They judge the wicked and the wicked people were described as; “Rapists, murderers, thieves, child abusers.” etc. I had seen that the bible REALLY says is this: “Those who accept God through Jesus, are saved.” That is word-for-word, accurately and contextuely provided. What that says right there is; “Accept god and jesus into your life, and you will be saved.” It doesn’t mention hell, or a painful agonizing death. It doesn’t mention god raining hell on you. It’s a simple sentence and although many might argue it is still accepting god and jesus and thus may only be referring to Christianity, I will also say that I believe god wants us to have individual faith, not group-faith, but faith in all of us. We’re unique, our levels of faith ofcourse are going to be different.

    I have many stories and your site has truly helped me to find peace. Thank you for all this, and I can say first hand what you have provided is true. My personal experience has matched up to what you said, other JW’s who say this doesn’t happen; they’re lying. It DOES happen and it will continue to happen until the end of time.

    Final note: I will be giving a real email address but withhold my real name as my mum has the bad habit of spying across the web on me, and I do not wish to make anything more worse at home.

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